After 9 months of running for office I can finally rest with the knowledge that I will not be elected. I had been wondering all this time if I would be… Being a serious candidate consumed a large segment of my mind and heart! However, I was well prepared for either outcome, being elected or not, so despite my disappointment(s) I am also very relieved that the race is over!
Although I didn’t get elected, I don’t feel that I lost anything. All of the time and energy I invested in the campaign was well spent because I met thousands of people and most of them were good or great souls; my faith in humanity has been preserved and enhanced as most of the people I met were open, supportive, encouraging, including the majority of people who had no time to talk - y’all energized (sustained) me; I became more familiar with the Northside - walking up and down hundreds of blocks and knocking on tens of thousands of doors will do that for you and result in weight loss (15+ lbs since late April); this is my hometown and I love this place even more now; I learned so much from the incredible amount of insight, advice and feedback I received in conversations with hundreds of people and from doing so many campaign tasks and activities - too many details to enumerate here. It was a great experience and some local university should give me about 60 credits for all I’ve learned this year!
I was terribly disappointed in the low voter turnout, a mere 3,297 in Ward 4. If everyone who told me or my volunteers that they’d vote for me would have actually gone to the polls the results would be much different, but I failed to coordinate phone banking - a fatal flaw on my overwhelmed part. The voter turnout was dismal citywide as well. While I’m sure the cold, rainy, windy weather was a contributing factor, this is Minnesota and the weather gets much worse over the course of the next several months so that’s a lame excuse if anyone tries to use it! Approximately 13,350 4th Ward residents voted one year ago in the presidential election of Barack Obama, including 5,000+ first time voters in our ward! It’s a shame that such a low percentage of these people are aware of or knew but simply didn’t care about Minneapolis elections. When will people realize that local politics matter most? People have all kinds of complaints about property taxes, potholes, police, community economic development, local infrastructure, etc. yet the vast majority of people are almost completely disengaged, disconnected from the politicians and the public policy processes wherein all of these relevant local decisions are made for our city and neighborhoods…
Being the best candidate doesn’t ensure that one will be elected. Obviously I lacked organizational capacity to mount a truly viable campaign because I was not only the candidate, but also the campaign manager, treasurer, volunteer coordinator, communications director, etc. Simply put, I did not have enough people helping me, didn’t have enough money, and did not have enough time to campaign victoriously. There were many moments I felt overwhelmed, exhausted and wanting to quit running. I made many mistakes and even got slightly negative towards the incumbent’s campaign in the final days, which is disappointing. Overall I feel that I did some outstanding things and I deserved to be elected, but it’s hard to unseat a deeply entrenched incumbent who spent $108,000 while I raised much less than $7,000.
While I lament that lack of support (there were literally hundreds of people I’ve met and known over the years that I believed would support me who did absolutely nothing to contribute - I excuse those of you who were simply too busy and/or broke and stressed out with personal life and family demands, but I don’t know about the rest of y’all… that’s just real talk, but no I’m not bitter at all), I would be remiss if I failed to acknowledge that I did have a couple dozen volunteers who hit the streets with me at one point or another, and several people joined me more than once, even in cold, rainy weather, and I had dozens of donors and encouragement from all over the twin cities, from the deep south, from both east and west coasts, from my family and neighbors, from my ancestors and the Creator! Although I often felt alone I was dependent on the consistent encouragement I received from countless people during the campaign, from start to finish. Thank you to each and everyone who did actively support me! I overstand that most of you are extremely busy so I am forever grateful for any and all contributions! Makes me think of the Ben E. King classic, Stand By Me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyByGz09nM0
Although I won’t disclose much personal info, my life circumstances were not conducive to running for office. My wife is in grad school, my daughter is in Kindergarten, and I’ve been hit hard at home by the recession which means financial pressures have caused considerable stress and prevented me from being able to supplement my very low campaign budget with self-financing. Having to work, even being underemployed, and fully involved with my family was especially challenging because I was doing way too much. I appreciate that my wife supported my campaign, even though she didn’t care for the sacrifices we had to make so I could run most of the year!
If I could self-finance a campaign I would, but it makes me wonder if there should be public financing available for demonstrably serious yet underfunded candidates for local office. Our electoral system is generally more like an oligarchy than a democracy. If I could hire staff I would. Nobody with campaign management experience will volunteer to manage an electoral campaign for free and nobody with the desire and ability has enough time to spare. For any readers considering a run for office, heed this warning: Candidates should NOT be their own campaign managers!!!
Why did I run knowing I lacked organizational capacity, and why was I running knowing that I’m living in relative poverty? I ran in spite of all the odds because I believed the campaign messages were worth delivering and because I’m a dreamer, a possibility oriented thinker. Yes, although I am fully realistic I’m also quite idealistic… Most visionary people who are discontent with the way the world is do tend to imagine a better world and work to change it. I pity people without imagination. To not be idealistic means to be complacent.
Listen to my song of the year, Soldier by Erykah Badu: * http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsEVAYVX6Wc&feature=related
* Note: the line “If you thinkin’ ’bout turnin’ back, I got the shotgun on your back” is a reference to the great Underground Railroad leader Harriet Tubman’s policy of discouraging runaway slaves from giving up on their escape from slavery and jeopardizing everyone else’s escape, with the threat of her shotgun.
I became a better man through this process of presenting myself to thousands of people in a relatively short period of time - 9 months. I never tried to be fake, but always sincere, humble with my bold confidence, purposeful, respectful, kind, honest, inquiring and servant like. It brings tears to my eyes now. The song playing in the background is provocative though…
LISTEN: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFGevMSQvUA&feature=PlayList&p=87DC1ECAB167D06D&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=25
I got to relax thoroughly this past weekend! I hadn’t relaxed any weekends this summer! My wife and daughter were happy that I didn’t have to leave home to campaign. I was helping my daughter learn to ride her bike today on the bike path besides Shingle Creek and the weather was wonderful! I met a voter on the way who I had recently met at his home. I explained the RCV counting process and that Troy Parker, this man’s neighbor and 1st choice (I was his 2nd choice), may still possibily unseat the incumbent with the redistributed 2nd and 3rd choice votes from the 1st choice supporters of Grant Cermak and I.
Here are the first round vote totals: http://electionresults.sos.state.mn.us/20091103/ElecRslts.asp?CtyCd=27&M=MCD&Races=COUNCIL%20MEMBER%20WARD-W-04%20-%201st%20CHOICE%20%28CITY%20OF%20Minneapolis-135%29&CtyNm=%3A43000&ZoneName=43000%20-%20City%20of%20Minneapolis&DID=43000%20&mcdOffDist=1029
OK, it is becoming the most frequently asked question (FAQ):
Will I run again? I don’t know, but I am leaning heavily against it. I literally wore myself out for a small number of votes and that was upsetting. When I initially saw the unverified first round vote count I was thinking NO, but so many people are encouraging me to try again that I have been reconsidering. Again, I did learn a lot so I’d have this foundational experience-based knowledge to build on. They all say that my name is out there, most people will remember me because I am a strong candidate and I’ll allegedly get much more help next time (it’s all talk now) because people now understand how serious I am. With much more time to plan and prepare for another campaign, it is possible that I’ll run again, but NOT without the organizational capacity to win - enough organized people, money and time. Wanna help?
For now I am moving on to another destination on my life’s journey… ‘They’ tell me life is about the journey not the destinations… More work, more school, more personal passionate living with a concentration on my family! I say peace & blessings because I want that for your life!
I appreciate your support and blog readership (smile).
Thx!
mh
612.600.0155
marcus@marcusharcus.org
peace & blessings!
P.S.
Listen to my 2009 campaign anthem, Priority by Mos Def: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vM-VLp1IPto&feature=PlayList&p=FCC850F94B10382E&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=4
For Ranked Choice Voting info and Minneapolis vote count updates visit: http://www.ci.minneapolis.mn.us/elections/
I’ll update the blog with a report on the final results when they come in.





